It used to be that I was always lonely. Now it's so rare that when I am it truly aches. It was just normal before...now I'm up at midnight, listening to music, eating ice cream while the love of my life is oblivious to my pain. Yet I'm loathe to wake him. Old memories surface of disquiet and neglect, uncaring hurtful memories that tell me that's a really bad idea. But Jeremy is Not Torrey. He shows me he loves and cares for me every day of every moment of every minute. I never have to ask for care, so why shouldn't he have a break every once in awhile. He deserves to sleep uninterrupted, no matter how many memories haunt me in these lonely hours. Because tomorrow they will be memories not real life. Thank you Jeremy for making real life livable again.
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